my hero

The beginning of the song "already there"...

He called her on the roadFrom a lonely cold hotel roomJust to hear her say I love you one more timeBut when he heard the soundOf the kids laughing in the backgroundHe had to wipe away a tear from his eye.

This happened. The song makes me cry everytime I listen to it.

He called me today. He called and told me he loves me... I suddenly fell apart again. I miss him already so much. Chris, Shelbey's dad told me that the military makes or breaks your marriage. I need to learn how to be a single mom for awhile. I'll figure it out. The military is going to make ours.

It was really hard seeing Lily not react to Chris being gone. I know she's still too young, but she loves him so much, her face brightened up everytime she was around him. Now she doesn't even know he exists.

anyway I've been keeping myself busy...