Thursday, September 28, 2006

i just thought i deserved 9 months.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

alright i'm done... i was going to put up my ultrasounds n all that, but nobody ever listens... so i'm done with blogger.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I'm having a girl!! I am going to put up the ultrasounds tonight... but i'm not happy with them. You can't really see the baby in it. Nat says it's because the bigger the baby gets, the harder she is to see. She is10 inches long! That's crazy!! Almost a whole foot... I'm only 5'4! She is only one pound... but the cutest thing in the whole world. During the ultrasound she was all squirming around. The doctor was trying to get her to turn around so we could see the front, but she was fighting her n moving her cute little face from side to side. She was just so innocent and precious! Dad said he saw her wave and say, “I papa”! haha he’s a dork! But she was defiantly the cutest thing ever. She looks like she’ll have a Bush nose! Well from what I saw! Anyway She’s cute… the end.
Btw... Em, Nat, n Jess- If yall don't start updating yalls... then i'll just stop updating mine in pubic view. I only got blogger b/c yall use it! So yall better get back on the wagon! oh.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Well I didn't get to go to my ultrasound apt. today b/c mom was WAY too sick to even move and dad had a work thing. So another day not knowing the gender. My next apt. is on the 20th. They only do ultrasounds on wed. and thurs. So anyway... I think this kid is trying to beat me up constantly. I've never been kicked more in my life. He/ She REALLY wants to get out I tell ya! Chris is the only person to feel the baby move so far. He thought it was so cool. I tried to let dad feel, but he was a little too late. The baby just doesn't like some people I guess. At school b/c I’m just sitting there, the kid just like jumps around my insides. I'm certainly showing now. But people just think I’m fat... I hate that. I want to tell people, and at this point it doesn't matter if I do... but I'd rather just wait until well it's obvious. I am dreading the question of what I’m going to do... I don't think putting the baby up for adoption sounds very loving... I know if I heard that before I'd think badly of the decision. I don't know, I’ll probably just avoid the answer all together. I'll just be rude and tell them that it's personal. I mean it's not like I'm aborting the child! I know the family I’m giving it to... and I know they will be great parents for this child. I'm not doing anything wrong... in fact; I think I’m doing something that is better for the child.

Friday, September 08, 2006


Doesn't look as big as i do usually... but i like it anyway. This pic was such an accident too!