Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I can’t believe that on my wedding I lost the tape of Lily’s birth. I just can’t myself get over it. That was the most important tape I ever owned… far more important that any video of my childhood. I can’t stand myself for losing such an important part of Lily, Chris, and my life. I mean Lily is so olds now and can do so much, and the only thing I have are pictures that don’t do it justice. I would give up every memory of my childhood for all of hers. I just can’t stand myself right now. Regardless of all the crap that happened during that time, there was just too much to love. I could just scream right now! Now I think I lost the one of Chris saying goodbye to us when he was going off to basic. If I haven’t lost it I think it might be destroyed. Am I not supposed to remember her time as an infant? She’s turning one in about a month and I don’t have a single video of her. I am so depressed I can’t stand it and Chris in FTX so I can’t see, speak, or write to him for 10 days. I need him so much right now. I want to somehow come across those videos and have them all back. All those memories. The videos with me Pregnant. I Love Lily so much .
Monday, November 26, 2007
only in the mountains...
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Today was the weirdest thanksgiving... ever. Lily LOVED it. We decided to treat her. So for breakfast she got...
Oh and she got to watch her morning shows and had a "only FUN" bath!
Friday, November 09, 2007
Monday, November 05, 2007
Lily says momma and dada
How could I have done my math wrong? How could I be so stupid? I thought I was completely on top of things and then something like this happens. Chris and I both have credit scores over 700, and now who knows! I subtracted wrong and put WAY too much money in my in credit and paying off my car... and in the calculator I subtracted rent!... I don't know what happened! So if I give them a check and I don't have that amount right now, what happens when it bounces? Mom is WONDERFUL and is helping me out this month and I will pay her back on the 15th, but if they've already took the check to the bank and it bounces... what happens?
All the army wives when their men are deployed usually learn how and open myspace layout sites. Well lots of times they have contest to win things like a personalized layout, dog tags with yall picture and name in it, things like that. Well right now I'm in one for cutest costumes on your kids. You can only vote a few times, and only once on yourself. Well there's about 30 people who entered. This one kid in kid sized ACU's is winning so far with 14 votes and i'm in second with 11! I'm so excited! I've never been second place!!
Friday, November 02, 2007