Friday, July 29, 2011

I just don’t understand death… especially of a child. Maybe if the parents were awful and God wanted to give the kid peace, but this is just unbearable. I’m not me anymore, a huge part of me is dead now. I just do the steps to survive, but it’s so difficult knowing that not that long ago Austin was here. I could touch him, laugh with him, he could wear the clothes I went through today. I don’t want to get over this, I want him back. What can I do to get him back??


Natalie Putnam said...

I'm sorry Amy. I really wish he was back with you and all of us. He is in my thoughts all the time and I am so mad and sad that he was taken. I love you.

grandma stringham said...

Dearest Amy,
The gospel is the way to have him back. It will take time but it will be forever. Love you so much. Grandma