I am such a mess these days.
I'm pregnant and emotional. Plus I'm trying to ween off my antidepressant which is making me constantly dizzy and tired. And to top it off having another child without Austin being here is breaking my heart.
I just want to lay in bed all the time wrapped up in my blanket.
I pray every night, but I still feel nothing but pain.
Why can't I get the answers and feelings I desire?