Worst Day EVER!!

So today was a very, VERY emotional day for me. And seriously everything went wrong!! 1st off Austin fell down the stairs. My heart seriously stopped. I watched the whole thing and there wasn't a thing I could do to help him. 13 STAIRS! If you could only see what happened... he was just bouncing off each step like a bouncy ball. He recovered pretty quickly once I gave him loves and his blanket, but I was a wreck the rest of the day. The picture of him falling just kept racing through my head. I couldn't put him down or stop crying. I don't know what my deal was. My mom said just to watch him and his eyes and he should be okay. So anyway that night Chris had planned to go out with his friends. He never goes out so I didn't want to make him stay in so I insisted that he went out and I'd watch the kids. But since I was going to pick them up I couldn't go to sleep. And when I cry I get TIRED! So I accidentally fell asleep. I had the worst nightmares and they kept waking me up. Eventually I gave up on sleeping and went to snuggle up with Austin. He was burning up!! I took his temperature and it was 102.7! So I called Chris up and told him I was on my way to pick him up and take Austin to the ER. At this point I was dead tired, feeling sick, crying. It just was bad. I went to pick up Chris. I couldn't handle it anymore. I pulled over on the side of the road and just threw up. It was awful! I couldn't stop! Anyway Austin turned out to be fine. I think my emotions got me a little over dramatic, but it was a terrible night and I will never relive it.