Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Lily sleeping
So glad today's over, I will not miss you. I can already tell tonight is going to be really hard. Lily is sleeping in her own bed for the first time since Austin passed away. I'm a mess. I know she needs her independence, but I just need to feel the warmth of her skin and the sound of her breathing during the nights. And to squeeze her and to FEEL that she's still here. Ugh I hate this, I feel so weak.
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Awe :( I don't think you are weak at all. I think that your feeling is completely justified. The fact that you understand that she needs her independence and are even trying is a testament to your strength. I'll be praying that this adjustment is, or becomes, easier for you.
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