Monday, June 02, 2008

Thankful


This past month I've been having some... issues. I've lost all care for friends or family's approval. I've stop doing anything around the house... it looked like hell broke loose. I've had no reason to be nice or even mean to Chris. Didn't even talk really. Just sat. No care in the world. No motivation to be.

Although, things have improved I'm still in the low. I think it partly has to do with me stopping on any medicine I took. And also how crazy my hormones have been in this particular pregnancy. Also I'm terribly homesick and this place is always so rainy and dark. It's hard to breath in a place like this.

Instead of Chris getting mad at me for ditching all my duties as a wife, he has seen the low in my eyes and decided to step up and take over. This house has stayed spotless and all the laundry has been done for over a week now... no thanks to me at all. He has cooked dinner and has taken everything you could imagine over. He's not rushing me to get better. He's be such a great guy with a smile on his face. It really makes me happy to see how much he knows me and is so helpful. He's just a blessing in my life. I'm starting to feel better and I only have him to thank.
Also I don't know why, but no matter what I do, everytime I stand up I get really dizzy and can only see spots and have to hold on to something for like 10 seconds.

3 comments:

Emily Christiansen said...

Amy, I am glad you got a husband who takes care of you when you need it. Chris is a great guy. I hope you feel better soon. I am worried about you. I am sending you a package in the next few days with some books... is there anything else you what?

Jason and Jessica Bills said...

You have a great husband Amy. I hope that you get better soon.

I have been getting really dizzy too lately. I don't know what is up. Maybe we both have vertigo.

sixpickychicks said...

Amy remember last pregnancy you had low blood pressure. Go get it checked and let the doctor know about the spots. This is not normal. Get it checked out!