why can't they hear me?

I don't think I've been this stressed out in my entire life! I almost feel numb. I just want to fall asleep. The army wants us to go somewhere like Ft. Gordon... FT. GORDON??? How will that at all be beneficial to Austin. This is a compassionate reassignment... it's FOR AUSTIN. If they send us there, they might as well keep us here! I love it here and the ONLY reason I'd go to the states is for him... but if they send us there it's pointless! It really bothers me that they are trying to help us out but not actually doing what needs to be done. They said both Philly and Boston are out of the question. Not close enough to a base. But i mean does he really HAVE to be on base? The top three hospitals are Philly, Boston, and Atlanta. So we are trying for Atlanta... NOT Augusta! I'm just really about to blow! I mean seriously my baby's life is at risk. I know it's not commands baby so they don't understand, but it's MY BABY! His life is depending on us to make good choices! Sending us to an army installation where we'll most likely be forced to use their on base hospitals is outrageous! If it were just a normal pregnancy then whatever, send me wherever! But that isn't the case. This is bigger than them. I need the best healthcare. I want to be CLOSE to the hospital. A CHILDREN'S Hospital! I wish they could understand... I wish I didn't feel like a complete wreck.